long distance

I can't see you
I can't smell you
I can't touch you
And I can't feel you
But, somehow, I know you're there.
I long to hear your voice once more.
In the past it filled me with exhilaration
And then left me in despair.
Fill my soul once more with your proper tone
And then jerk it away, as we say, "So long".
I want to know feelings I never felt before
But will I ever experience your gentle voice again?
As you solemnly whisper, "I love you, I need you."
But.............
I can't see you
I can't smell you
I can't touch you
And I can't taste you
But, somehow, I feel I could.
Why does my heart beat so rapidly
At one little thought of you?
Why do I need for you to touch me, hold me
Press your sweet, warm body to mine?
Oh, give me pleasure I could never know....
I want you to teach me the wonders
I've never known and take me to levels
Never seen before by my quivering soul.
Suck me in, let me drown.....
It would be like a baptism...... my heart with yours.
I can't see you
I can't smell you
I can imagine
And I can't touch you.
Somehow I feel we're beyond that.

We are two- united from the start
Meant to teach, to love, to comfort, and caress.
I could never let go of you
Even though there is nothing to grasp.
Even if it fades over time
It could never fade completely
And, one day, when I do see you.....
I'll feel it's you, I'll know it's you
The love, pain, worries, and curiosity
Will run through me once again.
Then.....
I Will see you
I Will smell you
I Will feel you
I Will taste you

haNG oUTT...!!

waaa...really exciting..! sumpa ckp..haha...last weekend..i went hang out to i-city with my brother..my sister..n my bf's sister..haha..really enjoy it..! we enter the snowalk..snap pictures..men salji..skate..haha..n mcm2 lg la...we snap pictures dekat pokok lampu2 uh..cntek gler..haha..it's very cold in the snowalk...memula masuk mmg x rsa langsung...mmg we all kutuk gler ar..heyy..we paid for rm 25 / person...then..this is all what we got..wekk..!! haha...then..after a few minutes later..dh start rsa dh sejuk ble pegang2 ais uh..haha...then..mkin lme..mkin gilaa...haha...!! frost..!! nk ckp un susah...mcm kne gam..haha...!!tangan dh start saket2...haha.,,.men skate..luncur2 ats ais..hockey ice...hahha,..syok gler..mmg enjoy ar..dont know how to express it..but obviously mmg besttt gilaa..!! haha...hang out with dak2 U..mmg best ar...duit un bnyk...hahhaa...sporting giler abes ar..! haha...then..sempat tgk bola jap..MU lwn ape ntah...haha....but my sister and i x layan..hahha...kitorunk g jln2...haha...!! then..after uh...g mkn2 jap..haha..cz lapar gilarr..dh puas maenn...first we plan nk g pizza hut...wanna try the cheesy pops pizza uh..but then..my sister is on diet la...hhaa..so kne hormati la dye..g kfc jee..we all order mcm2...but then..my sister just amik ayam 2 ketul n coleslow...hahhaa...ayam un ayam daging...haha..!! bersungguh gler nk diet..!! hehe...then...after uh..balek umah...tgk2 jam..OMG..!! kul 2 pagi bhai..!! haha...x sangka gler...!! enjoy weekend ..!! haha..luckily it just took 1 hours je perjalanan...then...smpi umah dlm kul 2 lebey ar..cz my brother speed up n jln un x jam cz x bnyk sngt kete...haha...so..here are all the pictures....tnjuk sket jer ar...klu nk bnyk..tgk sendri kt fb..hahhaa

sorry..gamba agak blur cz ada kabus kt camera..bru kluar snowalk..

HosTeL LifE

the happiest day of my life is when i checked the internet informing me that i've been accepted into a boarding school (MJSC Bentong ler)hehe..what joy..! i was looking forward to living with people of my own age since i'm only child.rsa2 mcm dh keje jer...wkaka..!my family were really sad to let me go away but they understood that it is for my own good (budget jer)haha...well...mmg btol un..of course la...i'm the last that still in school...so ..4 sure they want the bestest from me..ngee...!after a few years in college..i found that i really2 enjoyed hostel life altought sometimes uh ader la homesick2 siket...hhee...it has taught me to be independent and discipline.it is a lot of fun since i do everything with my friends...every morning..wake up...turon suboh..kdg2 ponteng suboh..haha!g skola sme2..dngr ceramah free tyme roll call...riadah ptg2....(wekk..!!)haha...budget ikot jer routine hostel sume tuh..haha...tyme f1 dulu boley la...haha..so..ermm...this year of 2011 is my senior year 4 lower secondary n the senior of mjsc Tar....satu2nya pioneer batch yg tnggal since f5 tawon lps dh x de...huhu...n this is mybe my last year in mjsc tar..i would like to transfer to other mjsc when i reach f4 nnt....i'm sure i will miss my life with my friends.we have laughed,cried,studied and played together these past years.we also have grown up from being adolescents to young adults...(ceyy..mntg2 bru blaja topic growth )haha...so..these memories i will treasure for the rest of my life...

established since td..haha

haha..welcome to my blog..bru jer bwat td...so this is my first entry....waaa...excited giler...haha....erm....so...1st topic that i wanna share here is 'bout who inspiring me to join this blog...cuz she keep remembering me to capapkn dye dlm my blog nih..haihh..haha..but..papepon..i thank her...at least....my leisure time nih sementra ketiadaan "dia"ader la keje sket..hehe..(budget x der keje jer....pdhal hw bersepah2)haha....so..i wont talk bout homework lg...cz the holidays just started..chill la dulu....alahaaiii.....erm...ha.!so...the one that inspiring me to join this blog is hawa
http://www.ouhmagic.blogspot.com/....she's my bestie kt mktab...hehe...beriyer2 la dye suh i'm joining this blog item....haha....smpi suh cri url 4 this new blog since kt mktab lg...x menyabar..wakkaa...so...fikir pnyer fikir....at last...tercetuslar idea nk bwat nma bbqcurrydude due to that time i'm tengah melantak twisties dlm class...hahaa....boley la...nme flavour twisties pon jd la...it's okay en..?moreover..twisties is one of my favourite junk food other than chachos....hahaa....so..thankz twisties..!!hahha...erm...what else hah want to share...??adumakkkk...wa dh lupe la...hrituh bnyk jer idea..then..skarang abes sume dh vanished...haha....k la....that's all jer kott for this time...nie pon just nk try jer dulu...haha....papay